Reaching out

I wanna reach out but I’m stuck

I want to reach you but I’m trapped

You’ve always been

Too Far away

I sit alone here and I’m lost

Lost in a sea of searching thoughts

Of long forgotten gusts

Of memory

I call your name

But you don’t come

And I’m too far away to know if

You can hear

Or can you see?

See where I’m sat

Know where I’m at

How I have got here and might please I

get the chance to stay?

I need a friend

I need another soul that I can tell

Seems like it’s destined only ever to be me

And I’ve searched within

Never thought I could

But see I’ve learnt somehow

This magic recipe

I’ve dug real deep

Tried real hard

And I grew brand new parts, of personality

Now I play to win

But still there’s yearning deep within

for connection that’s complete with meaning

Out in the cold I am shut out

Inside the mind candle still burning:

These walls and chambers

Keep defying me

I sing for hope

I look to change

It’s clear that changing

took a look to liking me

Sing out your hearts

We lift them up

It’s moments then we’re in embroiled right there in community

Then come the dark and they are gone the midnight hour creeping in

She tries so calmly to stay still and just, to breath.

He’s always gone

And on your own

You just can’t hide from

Lonely

How far we’ve come

I have my song

My new found friend inside of me

And it’s enough

Though not enough

I happy but I’m

Still so lonely

The path has changed

And I walk in hope

Don’t plan to go

Back down the road

I wish I’d never been

The rock face was

Too much for me

And I saw things

Girls shouldn’t see

I found deep pits of

Satan’s misery

Turned around and stumbled on

I’m wounded from that tiresome journey

I need an inn to take me in

I’m reaching out

Please let me in

I’ve walked alone

Please walk beside and steady me

I’ll take the lead

Or have you back

I’ll hold your hand

Or you can lean your wait on me

I just want to feel your company

As one step at a time

We will proceed towards

Our (consequential) destiny